A Birthday Note

Mr. Edward Suhadi made me learn more, i have written back his article and add wish in my Birthday Note. Today, i will forget my age and do something important to my life. Birthday is not only cake, candle, party, and gift.  Birthday is evaluation for myself, how far, how long, why, what, for what purpose, when.
A lot of question to myself.

A Birthday Note To Cindy

You Life...

To make new friends.
To watch a sunrise at least once a year.
To say "Good morning" to other peoples.
To say "i dont know"

To feel the beauty of old ones.

To hold a supercomputer in your hand.

To see a dream built by brick and mortar.

To feel useful.
To keep it simple.
To commit yourselft to constant improvement.

To pay back your parents.

To know the pain of saving up for something.

To attack a problem with smart friends.

To believe in something.

To hook people up.

To untangle headaches.

To lie yourself on fresh linen.

To feel the generosity of people.

To be generous.

To feel a stranger’s smile.

To scream on top of mountains.

To take journeys only few have made.

To write with pencil on a notebook.
To make a fairy tale.
To call your mother and father.

To max out your lungs with morning.

To wake up with a cat on your face.

To feel falling in love.
To never underestimate the power of love.
To never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.

To know there’s a lifepartner is here for you.

To bet everything.

To try to rule out impossible.

To laugh with old friends.

To converse with strangers.

To give people second chances.

To walk in quiet towns late at night.

To marry for love.

To shed tears when your heart is broken.

To respond in kindness.

To feel helpless.

To feel i can move mountains.

To listen to reason.

To pat people on the back.

To know God is watching.

To fight pesimism.

To stand on the other side of the world.

To learn not to judge people.

To love unconditionally.

To see a million frames inside a black rectangle.

To smell a child’s hair.

To breathe under the seas.

To hear people still remember.

To act bigger than myself.

To choose what’s right.

To know you choose inconvenience.

To feel lost.

To make trouble maker in your office.
To leave everything a little better than you found it

To bow your head and raise your hand in prayer.

To be thankful.

To have people believed in me.

To give everything you got.

To breathe so heavily in anger.

To feel disappointed, slapped and stabbed.
To always accept an outstretched hand.
To take responsibility for every area of your life.

To forgive.
To keep secrets
To be there when people need you.
To strive for excellence, not perfection.

To be forgiven.

To know loyalty.

To be proud of the soil you’re standing on.

To smile upon a dog panting.

To see today’s first sun rays.

To make someone feels like a million bucks.

To hold my lover’s hand.

To prove there’s still good in this world.

To do things people say you cannot do.
To see sunset in every afternoon.
To see a lot of star in the sky every night.
To say "good nite" before sleep to your friends

We look so hard for the meaning of our lives while missing every single thing that happens in the thousands of days we are living.

Have occasional grand plans, but 99% of life happens everyday, everywhere.

Do not kill yourself figuring out of what might be the purpose of your lives. When you start doing all the things above, your purpose will come to you.

Happy birthday, Cindy..

Never complain. Never forget. Never settle.


Tangerang, 23 January 2015